I was born a horse nut. From my very earliest days that fact stood out. Dolls? No thanks, I'll take the Breyer horse models. And little toy farm sets, the ones with horses not just cows, thank you. The knees of my pants always had holes in them because I spent so much time galloping around the house on all fours. I spoke more in neighs and whinnies than in English. Another early, integral to my soul interest was writing and as soon as I could use a pencil, I gobbled up the alphabet, digested it and spewed it back as stories about Blackie, the little black pony, and her human friend who was basically me. Blackie existed only in my mind and on my papers but that pony was very much a large part of my young horseless life. I had very few real live horse encounters until I was 14, when a horse owning patient of my Dad's had to be hospitalized at a time when her horse was recovering from a leg injury and needed walking. Dad volunteered me without ever needing to ask. The horse was a flaming red chestnut gelding named Red Roark and for about 10 days, he was sort of mine. Every day of those 10, I walked that horse up and down a long driveway for at least a half hour to keep his healing fetlock supple, breathing in deeply that glorious horsey smell. I brushed his shiny coat and checked his injury to make sure there was no infection. And mostly, I stroked him, running my hands down his neck and over his muscled shoulders, memorizing every ripple so that beautiful red horse would always be part of my soul. I cried the day his real owner was released from the hospital. Then came another big surprise. She wanted to say thank you to me by giving me riding lessons. Oh, my inner me just burst forth in joyous gratitude and girly giggles of excitement.
I don't remember why that relationship ended after a few months, possibly something as mundane as homework. But it sparked that intense I'm not complete without a horse need. When my older sister chose college in Virginia and my parents decided she needed to learn to ride before she got there, I looked at them in total heartbreak that she would get a week at horse camp and what about me? They sent me too. While they were on vacation. Their vacation lasted longer than horse camp so I used that time to find a barn - board was only $75 a month and it was only 5 miles away - then I found and tried out a few horses, one of which I intended to talk my parents into buying for me. If power point had been an option, I'd have prepared a presentation, but I was left with only my wit and words to persuade them. It worked. Although I do wonder from a mother's perspective now if my parents intended to get me a horse all along and just made me work for it. Mum took me horse shopping and took a fancy to a pretty palomino but I fell for the goofy looking jug headed apple butted red roan Appaloosa named Freckles. I had 5 glorious years with him, added a blue roan Appy colt for the last 2 of those years, before the harsh reality of finances as an adult whacked me in the gut.
Then came 25 years of suburban horseless life filled with all that comes with marriage, pregnancy and motherhood. LOVE. My kids. Just completely. I cannot imagine life without them. But they aren't horses. They grew up, they have their own lives and loves. I finally got another horse, another flaming red chestnut with a flaming red temperament, kind of an equine equivalent to my then 16 yo daughter. All excitment and emotion. Mostly loveable sometimes explosive. Always challenging and always worth it. But I do not own a farm, have to board my horse, and barn owners did not like my dominant mare, and after a few years of constantly changing barns, I ended up leaving her with a barn owner 70 miles from my house and searching for a new horse.
I found CC, a beautiful pale palomino Anglo Arab mare of non-dominant personality, sweet and people friendly on the ground, willing to work but exceptionally sensitive, and a lot of horse under saddle. We've shared life since January 2006 and a couple days ago, moved to our 10th barn. There is a lot crazy in the horse world. Please gawdess if we ever move to another barn, let it be my own! I am optimistic. This new barn has grass pastures, other Arabians, some draft horses, a couple of
old arthritic bent legged horses not ready to quit kicking up their heels, and a little white pony, plus chickens, goats, ducks on a pond, access to trails, and a
barn owner who seems to have both knowledge and common sense, plus a whole lot of good barn management experience. And the place is just pretty.