I'm a middle of the road leaning liberal disenchanted democrat. When I reached voting age mumble mumble years ago, I passionately embraced the opportunity to vote and am proud to say I've never missed an election. Not even the local ones. Not even the year I purposely left the state just prior to and during the actual election to participate in a pay my own way grass roots get out the vote in crucial Florida effort. Yeah, the Bush-Kerry election. Doing that got me in close up to a number of speeches and gatherings, and absolute up to the minute exit polls. Initially, it was an exhilarating ride. I loved it. But as it became clear that nasty Rove-ism was at work, it kind of broke my heart. Or more accurately, my political spirit. Eight years of stupid at the top has only convinced me our political system stopped working a long time ago. Definitely time for a change. Does that make me an Obama Mama?
No. He doesn't excite me. Young, enthusiastic and personable isn't enough. Neither is a two-party system that leaves so many of us voting for someone we don't want in hopes we don't end up with someone we don't want even more. I'm one of those who passionately wanted to vote for Hillary. And it had nothing to do with gender. Really. Sure, I'd love to vote for a woman. But I don't base any of my decisions on simple gender identification issues, nor race. There's too much at stake for that kind of simplicity. I want a candidate who's first and foremost qualified. I want someone there on a personal level, someone who can connect with the struggles most of us face. Someone who turns that connection into a dog fight for me and you and our kids and what we as a country need. Someone smart. That I'm with stupid stuff got old well before curious george tried to make it fashionable. Sure, Obama is smart. But I don't get the sense of connection from him.
Voting for McCain is as unthinkable as not voting. Back during that oh so disgusting swift boat crap, McCain shut up too fast. Some kind of back door deal happened that I'm convinced got him this election's candidacy. Which puts him squarely in the back pocket of those masters of mayhem and political poop that this country so desperately needs to shovel to the bottom of the manure pile.
So I will vote for Obama because I have no other choice. That is one of the changes I want. A change to the way we elect our leaders. One of the good things that happened, albeit unsuccessfully for my chosen candidate, in the primary process is that for the first time ever, I felt like I had some say in the whole stinkin' process. I got to vote in the primary before an acknowledged winner emerged. For that one brief instant, I felt like I might matter. Hillary makes me feel like that. Obama does not. McCain - well. He's just four more of republican reliance on trickle down, which could be more accurately described as political piss on you.
Now, about McCain's choice of running mate. Well. I think Maureen Dowd pretty much spells it out. As for the pundits crowing that this lightweight inexperienced ultra conservative gun-toting anti-abortion twit will draw in those of us who want to vote for Hillary simply because Palin is female - go f... ahem. No. The notion that I will vote for someone so ideologically removed from everything I believe in just because she is female is quite the insult. How typical of the republican right.